that's what he has to tell himself, at least. that it isn't about simply wanting to leave his mark so hard that she never forgets him, that she burns thinking of him every night, aching for him to please her again and again. he wants his face and body to be seared into her mind so hard that no one else could ever be enough.
unfair, he knows. unfair, when her job is to please others, to give herself away. ]
You're sweet. [ he says, and chuckles. ] But I can do better.
[ like now, with his hand running down her side, slow and sensual, knuckles gliding along the inside of her thigh and upward, grazing her soft cunt. ]
[ He says he can do better, and... oh, this is dangerous. This is far too dangerous. Her lips part, and for a moment she thinks she will argue, that she will remind him of who she is, of what she does...
but before she can, his knuckles graze against her, and she lets out a soft, trembling sigh. Her attention, despite herself, is all over him—
She swallows hard. ]
Then... show me.
[ It's an attempt to regain control over the situation, a smile on her lips as she leans in to press them against his. ]
[ she leans in, their lips touch, and instantly yingxing is back in the moment, drowning in the feeling of her kiss, her soft lips, the scent of her around him.
sighing against her, yingxing pushes in for more, parting his lips over hers, tasting the remnants of himself still clinging to her lips and mouth. he could never get enough of kissing her. his hand, meanwhile, continues to move, turning so that he can palm at her sex, his entire hand cupping it, pressing against it, before two fingertips glide between her folds, gathering the slick there and moving upward to her clit, which he begins to rub in slow circles.
he rumbles slow and soft, touching her slowly, but expertly, all of his old muscle memory returning quickly. ]
So soft..
[ he murmurs quietly, nipping her lower lip, then deepening the kiss. ]
[ She sighs again in answer to the way he moves, pressing in closer to her, kissing him greedily as she arches into his touch. He's mumbling something about her being soft as his fingers glide over her before starting to rub slowly over her clit, and it's dangerous. Too dangerous.
Her heart is pounding in her chest, and... ]
Mm, Yingxing...
[ She lifts one leg, hooking it around him as he deepens their kiss, giving him a better angle to touch her as she does. She shouldn't be doing this, letting herself cave to him so easily. But she can't help it, not when something within her feels like she needs him—
Fuck, this could go so very badly if she's not careful... ]
[ she hooks her leg over his hip, which makes it all the easier for him to touch her, her thighs spreading nicely for him, opening the way. just feeling her is enough to make arousal stir again in his belly, but yingxing ignores it for now, focused too entirely on bringing her pleasure, on making her feel as good as she made him feel.
yingxing hasn't really been intimate in a long time, but he's good at reading people, and he has the hands of an artisan - it's easy to find what makes her arch and purr, to see what feels good, and what feels even better.
so he spends some time teasing her clit, rubbing it slowly until it's nice and swollen, before his fingers descend again, sliding through her slick folds to rub circles around her entrance - but only for a moment. soon, two fingers glide into her, the way made easy for how wet and aroused she is, but he's sure not to neglect her clit, arching his hand so that the heel of it rubs flat against her. ]
I like the way you say my name. [ he murmurs, smiling against her mouth between kisses. ] So sweet..
[ Xiangyue's experience, of course, is as far from Yingxing's as possible. She has sex everyday, and on most days more than once. Most of her experiences are reasonable enough, but as a rule, clients are there for the service she provides. Their interest in pleasing her is next to none. She doesn't blame them, of course. It's a fact of the job.
Occasionally, she gets a client who wants to show off. Make her remember them. Give her the best time she's ever had.
Ironically, those ones are often the worst, so caught up in their own ego that they don't truly have time for her.
Yingxing is already different. She can tell herself it's ego, but it's more than that. It's confidence, paired with a genuine, honest desire to make her keep him in her mind. And she's afraid of how well it's working. Of how well it worked before he even started to try. Her status as Dan Feng's reincarnation is no doubt part of his interest, as well as dictating her own towards him, but...
Two fingers slide into her, and she forgets to dwell on it. Her hips stutter against his touch, and she moans against his mouth, neglecting even to make a teasing comment in answer to what he says next. ]
[ she's so incredibly warm inside, clutching his fingers tightly, her inner walls as soft as satin and wet at sin, allowing him to begin sliding in and out of her without issue, starting up a slow, deep rhythm. he's trying not to think of dan feng, for that would be a disservice to her, but the body remembers more than it lets on, and his fingers curl within her just in the way that dan feng liked, the pads of his fingertips rubbing up against her upper walls, tight to the bone, massaging in slow, wide circles.
and all the while he kisses her, swallowing up the sweet sounds she makes, the soft moans that he can tell are genuine, because they're well timed with the involuntary fluttering of her cunt around his knuckles. some things are not easily hidden, when pleasure is involved.
gods, he wants more. he wants to give her everything he promised, and then some. she deserves it. she deserves the raw pleasure, and to feel like, for once, it's all about her.
using his weight, yingxing tips her onto her back, breaking the kiss so he can drag his mouth instead along her jaw and down her throat, tracing the straining tendon there, tongue dragging over her pulse. he doesn't stop until he's kissing down the center of her chest, feeling the pounding of her heartbeat, then turning to mouth over one of her breasts, sucking slow at the rosy pink of a nipple. ]
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that's what he has to tell himself, at least. that it isn't about simply wanting to leave his mark so hard that she never forgets him, that she burns thinking of him every night, aching for him to please her again and again. he wants his face and body to be seared into her mind so hard that no one else could ever be enough.
unfair, he knows. unfair, when her job is to please others, to give herself away. ]
You're sweet. [ he says, and chuckles. ] But I can do better.
[ like now, with his hand running down her side, slow and sensual, knuckles gliding along the inside of her thigh and upward, grazing her soft cunt. ]
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but before she can, his knuckles graze against her, and she lets out a soft, trembling sigh. Her attention, despite herself, is all over him—
She swallows hard. ]
Then... show me.
[ It's an attempt to regain control over the situation, a smile on her lips as she leans in to press them against his. ]
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sighing against her, yingxing pushes in for more, parting his lips over hers, tasting the remnants of himself still clinging to her lips and mouth. he could never get enough of kissing her. his hand, meanwhile, continues to move, turning so that he can palm at her sex, his entire hand cupping it, pressing against it, before two fingertips glide between her folds, gathering the slick there and moving upward to her clit, which he begins to rub in slow circles.
he rumbles slow and soft, touching her slowly, but expertly, all of his old muscle memory returning quickly. ]
So soft..
[ he murmurs quietly, nipping her lower lip, then deepening the kiss. ]
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Her heart is pounding in her chest, and... ]
Mm, Yingxing...
[ She lifts one leg, hooking it around him as he deepens their kiss, giving him a better angle to touch her as she does. She shouldn't be doing this, letting herself cave to him so easily. But she can't help it, not when something within her feels like she needs him—
Fuck, this could go so very badly if she's not careful... ]
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yingxing hasn't really been intimate in a long time, but he's good at reading people, and he has the hands of an artisan - it's easy to find what makes her arch and purr, to see what feels good, and what feels even better.
so he spends some time teasing her clit, rubbing it slowly until it's nice and swollen, before his fingers descend again, sliding through her slick folds to rub circles around her entrance - but only for a moment. soon, two fingers glide into her, the way made easy for how wet and aroused she is, but he's sure not to neglect her clit, arching his hand so that the heel of it rubs flat against her. ]
I like the way you say my name. [ he murmurs, smiling against her mouth between kisses. ] So sweet..
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Occasionally, she gets a client who wants to show off. Make her remember them. Give her the best time she's ever had.
Ironically, those ones are often the worst, so caught up in their own ego that they don't truly have time for her.
Yingxing is already different. She can tell herself it's ego, but it's more than that. It's confidence, paired with a genuine, honest desire to make her keep him in her mind. And she's afraid of how well it's working. Of how well it worked before he even started to try. Her status as Dan Feng's reincarnation is no doubt part of his interest, as well as dictating her own towards him, but...
Two fingers slide into her, and she forgets to dwell on it. Her hips stutter against his touch, and she moans against his mouth, neglecting even to make a teasing comment in answer to what he says next. ]
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and all the while he kisses her, swallowing up the sweet sounds she makes, the soft moans that he can tell are genuine, because they're well timed with the involuntary fluttering of her cunt around his knuckles. some things are not easily hidden, when pleasure is involved.
gods, he wants more. he wants to give her everything he promised, and then some. she deserves it. she deserves the raw pleasure, and to feel like, for once, it's all about her.
using his weight, yingxing tips her onto her back, breaking the kiss so he can drag his mouth instead along her jaw and down her throat, tracing the straining tendon there, tongue dragging over her pulse. he doesn't stop until he's kissing down the center of her chest, feeling the pounding of her heartbeat, then turning to mouth over one of her breasts, sucking slow at the rosy pink of a nipple. ]